Well, it's another day, and I have to pay rent.
I have nothing more to say, but I think I'll get a beer to help me with the hangover. That usually helps. Sounds like it would be fun. Nothing better than having a beer on a Sunday.
I'm a slightly disturbed individual, but I don't mean anybody any harm. I just want to have a good time, play games, and watch movies.
Nothing wrong with that.
Well, tonight is another Magic The Gathering session, so I suppose I should get ready for that.
All I want to do is chillax today. I don't really have much to say about anything.
Life is good, and I just want to live. That ain't a crime as far as I know.
I'm starting to question the whole 'life, liberty, and justice for all' thing. It seems to be way more about 'The Privileged' .
Well, I can tell you one thing, that it is way more fun to be rich than poor.
The thing that most people don't realize is that when you are rich, you gotta live poor so all the money doesn't go through the window.
That is what happens.
It doesn't take a lot to make me happy. I just need a beer to sip on, and that's about it.
Sunday, November 27, 2011
Well, I got hammered last night.
Always a good title to a blog. Lots of people can relate to that.
Anyhow, I'm at the cafe. I toyed with the idea of not bringing my laptop to the cafe, figuring I would draw, or read a book, but then I succumbed, knowing that at least I would be able to write some monetized content.
To draw would mean basically that I would use up all my free time, and nothing would come of it.
I actually like to draw, though. It's going to be time to draw up some new comics or something.
I'm not sick about comics enough to get really good at it. I used to be, but then I got into art and rock & roll.
Anyways, it is a nice day.
General Ghostz made a 'I Hate Dirk Wampaflash' youtube channel. Wow, that kid is really obsessed with me. Him and Jacen Shieldbreaker can now be best buds forever, I don't care. I don't want their drama, or to babysit, I just want to play the game.
They have made anti-Dirk videos, and to me, it is all just free advertising.
Ghost did make a video about how I stalk little kids, but actually he stalks me, and spams my youtube home page. For someone who says I have no life, he sure isn't doing anything himself.
Ghostz acts like a spurned lover because I didn't want to be his friend. He was a pain in the ass, and needed constant attention. He was too much work, so I didn't want to be friends with him.
I consider him a little bully, and I don't want nothing to do with him.
I suppose I'll make a Ghostbusters video when I have time, which will be my response to General Ghostz and his stupid little friends.
It's all good fun.
It's a nice day today. I've seen some cutey-pies.
I also saw a nice brunette last night, with glasses. She had that secretary look going for her.
I also saw a nice blond, but she just wanted to go home.
I have to get my brother to put up that Dirk Wampaflash light saber video. It should get a lot of hits.
Well, I have no plans to drink more whiskey anytime soon, but I do have the hair of the dog going for me.
Not really ideal to be drinking if I want to find a job, but the crushing monotony of reality gets to me, and it is fun to get a little tipsy once in a while.
A lot of the times that I have gotten laid have been alcohol related. It seems to help. It is nice to share a bottle of wine with a woman, and then things kind of start to happen, lol.
Getting drunk, and getting laid, hey, it's the American Way.
Anyhow, I'm at the cafe. I toyed with the idea of not bringing my laptop to the cafe, figuring I would draw, or read a book, but then I succumbed, knowing that at least I would be able to write some monetized content.
To draw would mean basically that I would use up all my free time, and nothing would come of it.
I actually like to draw, though. It's going to be time to draw up some new comics or something.
I'm not sick about comics enough to get really good at it. I used to be, but then I got into art and rock & roll.
Anyways, it is a nice day.
General Ghostz made a 'I Hate Dirk Wampaflash' youtube channel. Wow, that kid is really obsessed with me. Him and Jacen Shieldbreaker can now be best buds forever, I don't care. I don't want their drama, or to babysit, I just want to play the game.
They have made anti-Dirk videos, and to me, it is all just free advertising.
Ghost did make a video about how I stalk little kids, but actually he stalks me, and spams my youtube home page. For someone who says I have no life, he sure isn't doing anything himself.
Ghostz acts like a spurned lover because I didn't want to be his friend. He was a pain in the ass, and needed constant attention. He was too much work, so I didn't want to be friends with him.
I consider him a little bully, and I don't want nothing to do with him.
I suppose I'll make a Ghostbusters video when I have time, which will be my response to General Ghostz and his stupid little friends.
It's all good fun.
It's a nice day today. I've seen some cutey-pies.
I also saw a nice brunette last night, with glasses. She had that secretary look going for her.
I also saw a nice blond, but she just wanted to go home.
I have to get my brother to put up that Dirk Wampaflash light saber video. It should get a lot of hits.
Well, I have no plans to drink more whiskey anytime soon, but I do have the hair of the dog going for me.
Not really ideal to be drinking if I want to find a job, but the crushing monotony of reality gets to me, and it is fun to get a little tipsy once in a while.
A lot of the times that I have gotten laid have been alcohol related. It seems to help. It is nice to share a bottle of wine with a woman, and then things kind of start to happen, lol.
Getting drunk, and getting laid, hey, it's the American Way.
Saturday, November 26, 2011
More Between A and B
A: Wow, that turned out to be pretty good. I like writing in dialogue form.
B: Yeah, it is fun. You know that all we are doing is...well, the author is being two people.
A: Yeah, I know. But who cares?
B: We are just...actors. We aren't real. I don't even know who I am. I think I am just the letter 'B'. That's
all I am. I am just the person who responds to you.
A: Yeah, I always start the dialogue, but who knows? Maybe I'll let you start one of these days. You have
to be happy with who you are. You have to accept and love yourself. Nobody is going to do it for you.
B: That is true.
A: I think our wires get crossed, and sometimes I become you.
B: That's okay. That is what seems to happen with people in real dialogues. They become each other.
A: Yeah, that is true. The more you talk to someone, the more you become them.
B: Yeah, that is true.
A: When it is a male and female talking, usually, it turns to mush.
B: Yeah, it happens that way. That's just natural and normal.
A: Yeah, it is.
B: I like all of my dialogues in small doses, though.
A: Yeah, me, too. And I like there to be a point.
B: Me, too.
A: Well, we could always go back to creating monologues, but no one likes to read that.
B: Yeah, no one likes that egotistical shit.
A: Yeah, no one, unless you are Rutger Hauer at the end of Blade Runner. That is one of the few
monologues in film that is any good.
B: Michael Douglass did a good one in 'Wall Street'.
A: Yes, that is true.
B: He performed the whole five minute monologue in one take, and that is not easy.
A: No, it is not. It means you have to memorize a lot.
B: I was never good at memorizing.
A: Neither was I. Too much work.
B: Yeah, just too much.
A: Yeah.
B: I never really wanted to be an actor.
A: Yes, you did, you wanted to be some kind of child actor, and make some money, because you
realized at a young age that you needed money in order to buy things you wanted, and if you did not
have money, then you couldn't do jack shit.
B: Yeah, I realized that it sucked being poor.
A: Yeah, it does.
B: At least with this blog, you have a chance.
A: I do? Lol. No one gives a shit about this blog.
B: Yeah, you are right, you are absolutely right. Maybe someday they will, you never know.
A: Yeah, that is true.
B: There is a whole new crop of humans coming.
A: Yeah, and they need fucked-up content to help get them through the goddamn day.
B: That is true.
A: It is time for a smoke, we never went out for the last one.
B: Yeah, that is true. It is so much fun to type, though. It is really addicting.
A: Yeah, that is true.
B: Yeah, it is fun. You know that all we are doing is...well, the author is being two people.
A: Yeah, I know. But who cares?
B: We are just...actors. We aren't real. I don't even know who I am. I think I am just the letter 'B'. That's
all I am. I am just the person who responds to you.
A: Yeah, I always start the dialogue, but who knows? Maybe I'll let you start one of these days. You have
to be happy with who you are. You have to accept and love yourself. Nobody is going to do it for you.
B: That is true.
A: I think our wires get crossed, and sometimes I become you.
B: That's okay. That is what seems to happen with people in real dialogues. They become each other.
A: Yeah, that is true. The more you talk to someone, the more you become them.
B: Yeah, that is true.
A: When it is a male and female talking, usually, it turns to mush.
B: Yeah, it happens that way. That's just natural and normal.
A: Yeah, it is.
B: I like all of my dialogues in small doses, though.
A: Yeah, me, too. And I like there to be a point.
B: Me, too.
A: Well, we could always go back to creating monologues, but no one likes to read that.
B: Yeah, no one likes that egotistical shit.
A: Yeah, no one, unless you are Rutger Hauer at the end of Blade Runner. That is one of the few
monologues in film that is any good.
B: Michael Douglass did a good one in 'Wall Street'.
A: Yes, that is true.
B: He performed the whole five minute monologue in one take, and that is not easy.
A: No, it is not. It means you have to memorize a lot.
B: I was never good at memorizing.
A: Neither was I. Too much work.
B: Yeah, just too much.
A: Yeah.
B: I never really wanted to be an actor.
A: Yes, you did, you wanted to be some kind of child actor, and make some money, because you
realized at a young age that you needed money in order to buy things you wanted, and if you did not
have money, then you couldn't do jack shit.
B: Yeah, I realized that it sucked being poor.
A: Yeah, it does.
B: At least with this blog, you have a chance.
A: I do? Lol. No one gives a shit about this blog.
B: Yeah, you are right, you are absolutely right. Maybe someday they will, you never know.
A: Yeah, that is true.
B: There is a whole new crop of humans coming.
A: Yeah, and they need fucked-up content to help get them through the goddamn day.
B: That is true.
A: It is time for a smoke, we never went out for the last one.
B: Yeah, that is true. It is so much fun to type, though. It is really addicting.
A: Yeah, that is true.
A Dialogue between A and B
A: Hello.
B: Hi.
A: I've been obsessed with creating two person dialogues, but I never get around to it, until I actually just jump
right in and do it. Then, it all becomes one big mess, as I just kind of let it rip on the page.
B: Well, you gotta start somewhere.
A: I first became aware of dialogues in this form from Andy Warhol. Who would have known that he could
make a contribution to my world of literature? He basically introduced the dialogue form to me, and for that,
I am thankful. I later found lots of examples of this. I guess I am the side of me that talks a lot and can't shut
up.
B: Yeah, I'll be the listener kind of guy, who then later interprets what is said.
A: I'm going to go have a cigarette, I'll be back.
B: Okay. I'll digest what you have said so far. I am sure you will cave in my head some more soon.
A: Probably. brb.
B: Okay.
A: While out there, I thought about what it will take for me to make money. Adsense is no good. I need
a solid way to make money, and I don't know how. No one wants to buy my art. A couple of people
actually want to, but I haven't been able to find the drawings that they want. I suppose I should look.
I can't seem to get it together, instead just making a bunch of bullshit videos for my own amusement.
I get mixed results from them. Why am I even here? I could be at home drinking my own coffee, making
soup, and drinking beer, having a good time.
B: Well, you have to take inventory of where you are, and do things that will propel your life forward. One
thing is for sure, no one will do it for you.
A: That is true. That is very true.
B: It might help if you want to get a job to cut your hair, shave, and buy some appropriate clothes.
A: Yeah, I am just sick of playing the game, though, and I'm done with being somebody's bitch, which I don't
find fun at all.
B: Yeah, but you are going to have to suck it up if you want money.
A: That is true. Hey, Suzie Q is playing. I liked that girl who was dancing to that song in 'Apocalypse Now'.
B: Yeah, she was pretty delectable. Thinking of her makes me pause and think about her white shorts and
cowgirl boots. She's got to be about 60 now, lol, if she is even alive anymore.
A: Yeah. But the memory of her is etched in my mind forever.
B: Okay. So, anything else you want to talk about?
A: Not really. It's been fun talking, though. It beats talking to someone who doesn't really want to talk to
which is just about everybody. I have a tendency to burn people out. I don't talk a lot, but if you get me
going, the dam bursts. I try to control it, but it isn't always possible.
B: Well, I'm just glad that through sheer force of will you made yourself write a dialogue.
A: Yeah, it feels pretty good. I'm basically finding out that I have to rewrite everything I have ever done,
and put it all on this blog. I still have tons of typewritten pages laying around but they aren't doing anybody
any good, but at least with a blog, I can get read if any poor sap happens to stumble upon this.
B: Yeah, I agree.
A: Just what is a dialogue anyhow?
B: An exchange of words and ideas between two people or characters.
A: What is it for?
B: Well, it is communication in its purest form. The Greeks used to write a lot of dialogues like this to teach
math, science, and philosophy.
A: That sounds cool. It would be nice to use the form of the dialogue to talk about things happening now,
but I don't know who would read it.
B: Neither do I , but that doesn't matter right now. What does matter is to just have a good time, and fly to
the moon and back.
A: Yeah, I guess so.
B: Well, we could sit here dicking around in the cafe, or we could go home and screw around playing video
games.
A: That is true. Also, I have some ideas for videos that I might want to do.
B: That sounds like it might be a good idea. What are you trying to do, enter the entertainment industry?
A: I don't know. A good script can sell for a lot.
B: Yeah, I know. You have to be a sick fuck to get a good script together, though.
A: Yeah, that is true. I don't even know how to write one.
B: I used to be jealous of my little brother writing scripts, but then when I read them, it wasn't very good, but
I was jealous that he was in the mindset to write it in the first place. I could never do that until much later.
A: Yeah, it helps when you have a typewriter.
B: It sure does.
A: So, I always just produce a lot of material, and then hope that someone discovers it. By the time they do,
it will be too late. Plus, my material isn't always that great, so I don't know that even if they do discover it,
that anybody will ever think anything of it.
B: Yeah, that is true.
A: It would be nice if you could write something that people would like so you could get a paycheck.
Maybe you could write some short stories or something.
B: I don't know how. I usually just make up stuff as I go along. I don't seem to be too good at planning
out anything.
A: That is too bad. Well, if you want to eat, you had better figure out something.
B: Yeah, you are right.
A: Time to pull yourself up by the bootstraps.
B: Yeah, I guess so. It doesn't help when you are a lazy sod, though.
A: No, it doesn't. Not at all. But look at all this dialogue? That is a lot of work.
B: Yeah, it is.
A: Most people who write scripts, though, are full of shit.
B: Yeah, I know what you mean. They always think of the big project, the big money, how it is going to be
filmed, and how everything is going to be great once they sell the script, which is really unlikely to happen.
A: Yeah, I'm much more into just doing stuff for its own sake, if you like doing it or not.
B: Yeah, who cares, as long as you are having a good time? But on the practical side of things, what would
you rather do, sweep streets and clean toilets, or write and paint for a living.
A: You know the answer to that.
B: Yeah, I do. The situation is that you have to come up with something.
A: I don't know what. It also means that whatever I do has to be well-received. I can't just do a bunch of
crap, and expect it to work.
B: Well, maybe it is time for some elbow grease.
A: Yeah, you know how I have an aversion to work.
B: Well, hopefully, you will pull it together. It's not as if you have a choice. You have to do it, you must do
it, otherwise, your life is going to be a living hell forever, and that doesn't seem like it would be all that
much fun.
A: Yeah, you are right, it doesn't.
B: I remember looking at plays in a theater store, and how cool it would be to be a playwright, and craft
plays to be performed, and then copyright the material, and make money that way. I thought that was
pretty cool. Just put some words on paper, and there you have it. It all looked so easy. If they could do
it, I don't know know why I couldn't. To date, I still haven't been able to do it. I haven't been able to
get into that mode.
A: Yeah, you have to be into that acting world and immerse yourself into it.
B: I would rather just be an alcoholic artist, and swim in a bottle and paint at the same time. That sounds
awesome.
A: Yeah, it kind of does. You can only do that for so long, though. Eventually, the booze catches up to you.
B: Yeah, it does. But I know a couple of people who drink every day, and they have careers as artists.
Something has to pay for the bartab, you know.
A: Yeah, I know.
B: It does sound a little better than going to yoga everyday, and being healthy. Who cares about that?
A: It looks like you have returned back to Slackerdom.
B: Yes, I have, and it feels great.
A: Hopefully, you won't die.
B: Yeah, I know what you mean. Anyway, I think it is time for a cigarette.
A: I agree. Maybe it is a good time to end this talk.
B: Yeah, maybe. You never know when to end.
A: Yeah, that is my problem.
B: Yeah, I know. Okay, let's smoke. It's the American Way.
A: Okay, let's.
B: Hi.
A: I've been obsessed with creating two person dialogues, but I never get around to it, until I actually just jump
right in and do it. Then, it all becomes one big mess, as I just kind of let it rip on the page.
B: Well, you gotta start somewhere.
A: I first became aware of dialogues in this form from Andy Warhol. Who would have known that he could
make a contribution to my world of literature? He basically introduced the dialogue form to me, and for that,
I am thankful. I later found lots of examples of this. I guess I am the side of me that talks a lot and can't shut
up.
B: Yeah, I'll be the listener kind of guy, who then later interprets what is said.
A: I'm going to go have a cigarette, I'll be back.
B: Okay. I'll digest what you have said so far. I am sure you will cave in my head some more soon.
A: Probably. brb.
B: Okay.
A: While out there, I thought about what it will take for me to make money. Adsense is no good. I need
a solid way to make money, and I don't know how. No one wants to buy my art. A couple of people
actually want to, but I haven't been able to find the drawings that they want. I suppose I should look.
I can't seem to get it together, instead just making a bunch of bullshit videos for my own amusement.
I get mixed results from them. Why am I even here? I could be at home drinking my own coffee, making
soup, and drinking beer, having a good time.
B: Well, you have to take inventory of where you are, and do things that will propel your life forward. One
thing is for sure, no one will do it for you.
A: That is true. That is very true.
B: It might help if you want to get a job to cut your hair, shave, and buy some appropriate clothes.
A: Yeah, I am just sick of playing the game, though, and I'm done with being somebody's bitch, which I don't
find fun at all.
B: Yeah, but you are going to have to suck it up if you want money.
A: That is true. Hey, Suzie Q is playing. I liked that girl who was dancing to that song in 'Apocalypse Now'.
B: Yeah, she was pretty delectable. Thinking of her makes me pause and think about her white shorts and
cowgirl boots. She's got to be about 60 now, lol, if she is even alive anymore.
A: Yeah. But the memory of her is etched in my mind forever.
B: Okay. So, anything else you want to talk about?
A: Not really. It's been fun talking, though. It beats talking to someone who doesn't really want to talk to
which is just about everybody. I have a tendency to burn people out. I don't talk a lot, but if you get me
going, the dam bursts. I try to control it, but it isn't always possible.
B: Well, I'm just glad that through sheer force of will you made yourself write a dialogue.
A: Yeah, it feels pretty good. I'm basically finding out that I have to rewrite everything I have ever done,
and put it all on this blog. I still have tons of typewritten pages laying around but they aren't doing anybody
any good, but at least with a blog, I can get read if any poor sap happens to stumble upon this.
B: Yeah, I agree.
A: Just what is a dialogue anyhow?
B: An exchange of words and ideas between two people or characters.
A: What is it for?
B: Well, it is communication in its purest form. The Greeks used to write a lot of dialogues like this to teach
math, science, and philosophy.
A: That sounds cool. It would be nice to use the form of the dialogue to talk about things happening now,
but I don't know who would read it.
B: Neither do I , but that doesn't matter right now. What does matter is to just have a good time, and fly to
the moon and back.
A: Yeah, I guess so.
B: Well, we could sit here dicking around in the cafe, or we could go home and screw around playing video
games.
A: That is true. Also, I have some ideas for videos that I might want to do.
B: That sounds like it might be a good idea. What are you trying to do, enter the entertainment industry?
A: I don't know. A good script can sell for a lot.
B: Yeah, I know. You have to be a sick fuck to get a good script together, though.
A: Yeah, that is true. I don't even know how to write one.
B: I used to be jealous of my little brother writing scripts, but then when I read them, it wasn't very good, but
I was jealous that he was in the mindset to write it in the first place. I could never do that until much later.
A: Yeah, it helps when you have a typewriter.
B: It sure does.
A: So, I always just produce a lot of material, and then hope that someone discovers it. By the time they do,
it will be too late. Plus, my material isn't always that great, so I don't know that even if they do discover it,
that anybody will ever think anything of it.
B: Yeah, that is true.
A: It would be nice if you could write something that people would like so you could get a paycheck.
Maybe you could write some short stories or something.
B: I don't know how. I usually just make up stuff as I go along. I don't seem to be too good at planning
out anything.
A: That is too bad. Well, if you want to eat, you had better figure out something.
B: Yeah, you are right.
A: Time to pull yourself up by the bootstraps.
B: Yeah, I guess so. It doesn't help when you are a lazy sod, though.
A: No, it doesn't. Not at all. But look at all this dialogue? That is a lot of work.
B: Yeah, it is.
A: Most people who write scripts, though, are full of shit.
B: Yeah, I know what you mean. They always think of the big project, the big money, how it is going to be
filmed, and how everything is going to be great once they sell the script, which is really unlikely to happen.
A: Yeah, I'm much more into just doing stuff for its own sake, if you like doing it or not.
B: Yeah, who cares, as long as you are having a good time? But on the practical side of things, what would
you rather do, sweep streets and clean toilets, or write and paint for a living.
A: You know the answer to that.
B: Yeah, I do. The situation is that you have to come up with something.
A: I don't know what. It also means that whatever I do has to be well-received. I can't just do a bunch of
crap, and expect it to work.
B: Well, maybe it is time for some elbow grease.
A: Yeah, you know how I have an aversion to work.
B: Well, hopefully, you will pull it together. It's not as if you have a choice. You have to do it, you must do
it, otherwise, your life is going to be a living hell forever, and that doesn't seem like it would be all that
much fun.
A: Yeah, you are right, it doesn't.
B: I remember looking at plays in a theater store, and how cool it would be to be a playwright, and craft
plays to be performed, and then copyright the material, and make money that way. I thought that was
pretty cool. Just put some words on paper, and there you have it. It all looked so easy. If they could do
it, I don't know know why I couldn't. To date, I still haven't been able to do it. I haven't been able to
get into that mode.
A: Yeah, you have to be into that acting world and immerse yourself into it.
B: I would rather just be an alcoholic artist, and swim in a bottle and paint at the same time. That sounds
awesome.
A: Yeah, it kind of does. You can only do that for so long, though. Eventually, the booze catches up to you.
B: Yeah, it does. But I know a couple of people who drink every day, and they have careers as artists.
Something has to pay for the bartab, you know.
A: Yeah, I know.
B: It does sound a little better than going to yoga everyday, and being healthy. Who cares about that?
A: It looks like you have returned back to Slackerdom.
B: Yes, I have, and it feels great.
A: Hopefully, you won't die.
B: Yeah, I know what you mean. Anyway, I think it is time for a cigarette.
A: I agree. Maybe it is a good time to end this talk.
B: Yeah, maybe. You never know when to end.
A: Yeah, that is my problem.
B: Yeah, I know. Okay, let's smoke. It's the American Way.
A: Okay, let's.
Thoughts about Ricky and Lucy
I was outside thinking about Ricky Ricardo and Lucille Ball, and how they had separate beds.
In one episode it showed a sunken mattress, with a routine showing Ethel and how she tucked Fred into bed, so they slept in the same bed.
It wasn't really proper to show Ricky and Lucy sharing a bed, yet, somehow, they produced a baby.
Ricky was well-known for receiving blow jobs in phone booths, or whatever the hell he did. He was quite the slut with his 'Babaloo' routine. He was pretty prolific.
Lucy would chain smoke all day, so her mouth must have tasted like an ashtray.
Meanwhile, The Brady parents slept in the same bed, and I would cringe watching them kiss.
So, there I was, a kid of six years old, watching Ricky and Lucy sleep in separate beds, but The Brady's slept in the same bed, yet they produced no kids of their own. They must have used protection.
Well, it was all confusing.
Now, kids can watch porn if they want, and see naked people on youtube, if their computer is blocked from porn sites.
To make videos with bikini babes is actually providing a service to people. I ought to make videos of people about to have sex while they are still clothed. Some of the scenes can be pretty funny. If I find a good one, I should film it.
Basically, people watch what they are ready for.
I pretty much agree that people shouldn't watch naughty stuff until they are 18 and over, but those that really want to find a way, if there is a will.
I don't know what harm it does, unless you watch too much of it. There is a lot in life to live for besides naked chicks, but I don't know what. It seems to be the motivating factor why men want to be successful in the first place, so that they can be attractive to women.
Anyway, my day will be filled with fun and games, and I have some split pea soup to look forward to eating. That's about all I need today.
Plus, I have more Babylon 5 to watch.
I wonder what I will do for a job? I don't know.
I have to create something which I can make money from.
The art business indicates that I have to make a lot of work, that it has to be really good, that I have to be an amazing person and have it all together, and that people will spend lots of money on my art.
Yeah, good luck.
I basically have to appeal to the tastes of the upper class if I want to sell expensive paintings.
Well, there goes the fun out of that.
People really don't like modern art, I have discovered. What they like is Impressionism. They don't like anything new. They like the familiar. They like things they know.
People aren't really into art, and why should they be? No reason at all.
I never thought Lucy was attractive until I saw a nude shot of her with long blond hair when she was young. That is the only photo of her where I thought she was good looking.
Lucy is annoying to watch in 1940's films, hamming up the dialogue written for her.
She couldn't sing to save her life, and sometimes she would lip-sync.
Lucy had people like Buster Keaton coach her.
I liked Lucy, but I never loved her.
I just had to say that line, haha.
Anyway, I grew up on 'I Love Lucy' and really enjoyed it. Now I can barely watch it, for it way too painful.
So, here is Lucy, nude and hot as a young woman, with blond hair going everywhere. Funny that I could just find this on the web.
Just because it is funny as hell, here is Lucy as a topless doll, lol.
In one episode it showed a sunken mattress, with a routine showing Ethel and how she tucked Fred into bed, so they slept in the same bed.
It wasn't really proper to show Ricky and Lucy sharing a bed, yet, somehow, they produced a baby.
Ricky was well-known for receiving blow jobs in phone booths, or whatever the hell he did. He was quite the slut with his 'Babaloo' routine. He was pretty prolific.
Lucy would chain smoke all day, so her mouth must have tasted like an ashtray.
Meanwhile, The Brady parents slept in the same bed, and I would cringe watching them kiss.
So, there I was, a kid of six years old, watching Ricky and Lucy sleep in separate beds, but The Brady's slept in the same bed, yet they produced no kids of their own. They must have used protection.
Well, it was all confusing.
Now, kids can watch porn if they want, and see naked people on youtube, if their computer is blocked from porn sites.
To make videos with bikini babes is actually providing a service to people. I ought to make videos of people about to have sex while they are still clothed. Some of the scenes can be pretty funny. If I find a good one, I should film it.
Basically, people watch what they are ready for.
I pretty much agree that people shouldn't watch naughty stuff until they are 18 and over, but those that really want to find a way, if there is a will.
I don't know what harm it does, unless you watch too much of it. There is a lot in life to live for besides naked chicks, but I don't know what. It seems to be the motivating factor why men want to be successful in the first place, so that they can be attractive to women.
Anyway, my day will be filled with fun and games, and I have some split pea soup to look forward to eating. That's about all I need today.
Plus, I have more Babylon 5 to watch.
I wonder what I will do for a job? I don't know.
I have to create something which I can make money from.
The art business indicates that I have to make a lot of work, that it has to be really good, that I have to be an amazing person and have it all together, and that people will spend lots of money on my art.
Yeah, good luck.
I basically have to appeal to the tastes of the upper class if I want to sell expensive paintings.
Well, there goes the fun out of that.
People really don't like modern art, I have discovered. What they like is Impressionism. They don't like anything new. They like the familiar. They like things they know.
People aren't really into art, and why should they be? No reason at all.
I never thought Lucy was attractive until I saw a nude shot of her with long blond hair when she was young. That is the only photo of her where I thought she was good looking.
Lucy is annoying to watch in 1940's films, hamming up the dialogue written for her.
She couldn't sing to save her life, and sometimes she would lip-sync.
Lucy had people like Buster Keaton coach her.
I liked Lucy, but I never loved her.
I just had to say that line, haha.
Anyway, I grew up on 'I Love Lucy' and really enjoyed it. Now I can barely watch it, for it way too painful.
So, here is Lucy, nude and hot as a young woman, with blond hair going everywhere. Funny that I could just find this on the web.
Just because it is funny as hell, here is Lucy as a topless doll, lol.
Saturday with some mellow jazz
Good Morning. 'Davi Wan Shinobi' here. Just kidding. I came up with the name yesterday. My bathrobe will work pretty good for the character.
I don't know what to do with the character.
Not yet, anyhow.
I was thinking of doing a 'Clone Wars News Update' with Darth Maul. Maybe Darth Maul can be a field correspondent, I don't know yet.
I woke up at 7, and I was ready to go...well, kind of. I wasn't feeling up to par, as usual. I haven't had much get up and go in the mornings lately.
I have tried to write and do stuff when I wake up early, but things in my head don't really work too well, and what I produce isn't that great when I am in that state, so why bother?
I ended up going back to bed, and I had a nightmare where the musicians were coming into my studio and stealing my stuff, and none of them would 'fess up'. Then my landlady came into my studio and sat on me and said, "There is no sleeping here, and you are late on your rent."
I usually think it is worth while if I go back to bed and get a dream out of it, because it is like seeing a movie inside my head with free admission.
The dream was a harsh one.
* * *
Just so you know, I am always endeavoring to not use the word 'it' too much, except when it is absolutely necessary. It is a word I try to avoid, but I often can't get around using it.
'sup' is used as a greeting in 'Clone Wars Adventures' a lot, and I can't stand it. It annoys me to no end. I will also endeavor to 'roll with that one' but once used, the dialogue instantly is at the bottom of the barrel.
I have four brothers and none of them use Standard English much when they write to me. It is pretty annoying. They've all got sucked into not using proper capitalization and punctuation. It is 'lazy english'.
I am the first to admit that a lot of the computer English has it's charm from time to time. Unusual spellings and ways of saying things only work to expand the breadth of the English language, which can only be good.
As a reader, I prefer Standard English. It is hard enough to figure out what somebody is saying without all of the slacker words.
* * *
Anyway, I got my coffee, some smooth jazz, and a whole day ahead.
I was watching 'The Simpsons' season 4, and it just figured with an episode I had never seen before, where Homer meets God, that the dvd got stuck. The dvd was collaborated in such a way that I could not access individual episodes, so the only way to get to it is to watch all the previous episodes to get to that point, and hopefully it will not die on me again.
Giving up on that, I started to watch Babylon 5 season 2, so I had a good time watching that, all the while farming on 'Clone Wars Adventures' to get credits so I can build.
* * *
As an English student in high school, I was a Master of Chaos by that time. My folders were unorganized, I couldn't find stuff, I often did not have enough paper...in other words, I was fucked. I couldn't get it together.
I didn't become a better student until later, after I got out of the chaos of the house I was living in.
Anyway, I am an idiot in this universe. I am kind of a fool, and a moron. I work hard, but for what, I don't know.
I haven't been painting lately, because, what is the point? I don't know. I guess one of these days, I'm just going to have to start it up again.
I have lots of projects to work on.
I have to get something going.
If I don't succeed at something, I will surely die, and I don't want to do that.
I am having fun on youtube. What I need to do is to make more original material, and have those videos start generating income for me. That is impossible with the way adsense works, but it is the only thing I've got going.
It is not in my interest to really work the ballpark anymore. The pay is bad and the work is hard. I am a man of many talents, and vending isn't one of them.
I've come to realize that even a lot of published authors don't have the easiest time of it. They have to not only get published, but they have to sell a lot of books.
Who is the audience that reads these books? I don't know. E-books seem to be doing well. Women seem to like their electronic books, where they just download the book and start reading. One advantage to that is I assume you can make the type bigger, which is nice for those with eye problems. Or if the vehicle is moving, like on a train, big type is easier.
It makes me think of all kinds of things, like Braille, the printing press, newspapers, and the history of the printed word.
* * *
So, I have a couple of videos to make. What happens is the seeds of an idea come into my head, and things start churning. Like a magic card on the stack, the next card drawn is the next video. Every video is a risk, and some of them I don't know if they should be up on youtube, because they are so bad. They are all part of the creative process, though. It is worth doing ten bad ones to get the one good one.
With my art, I don't know what I am doing anymore. I am on the outside looking in. I don't know if it is all that great being an artist anyhow. The pay is bad.
It is hard to make a living as an artist. I don't know many artists who make a living doing it, and I don't seem to be too interested in working for a comic book company, or being an illustrator or anything. I seem to be much more interested in being a 'professional amateur', and just doing what I feel like doing, in a very natural way. When art becomes too much about work, well, it is no fun anymore. And if it is no fun, well, what is the point?
These days, I just try and figure out how to use my art in videos from time to time. Some of the stuff I can't even put on tube because a lot of my figures are of naked women. While that is 'mostly fine' there is always going to be someone to complain about it, and even though I often come across some 'soft nudity' on youtube, it is not encouraged.
I see nothing wrong with expressions of the human body. I think the whole world should get naked is my opinion, and then everybody will see how normal it is.
Of course, the problem with a naked world is women end up getting groped when they don't want to, and that is not good. People can't keep their hands to themselves, so that ends up being the end of that party. Then naked cops would have to show up and shut the party down, and that would not be pleasant.
Clothes also act as 'fart absorbers' so that is another good reason for clothes.
Some people don't like their own nudity. It is an encumbrance. I just read the other day how some woman didn't even like being naked in front of her own husband. Well, that seems like a self-esteem problem to me.
I guess there are a lot of heavy people in America. They love to eat.
I didn't feel like gorging myself with food on Thanksgiving. I ate some chicken soup, sipped on a beer, and I was happy.
Nice music here in the cafe today. They played a 'CS&N' song that I hadn't heard in a long time, and it sounded pretty good with the vocal harmonies. I didn't know what the hell they were singing about, though, but the sound was nice.
Then they played 'Eleanor Rigby', though 'Lonely People' is also a common name for the song.
Just nice and mellow now, I like it.
* * *
I never had much interest in being a teacher, as I don't really have anything to teach anybody.
I saw a good lot today on Mustafar that a kid built. It was pretty good. I'm impressed with what some of these kids come up with. Of course, it takes a long time to get the credits to buy the stuff needed, but it is all fun being a part of this building community, and having people being able to wig out with it all.
The characters are like 6' action figures, and it is amazing to have that world come alive.
The kids really like Clone Troopers.
Oh shit, I forgot there should be a new Clone Wars episode that I can watch. I'll have to see later.
Let's see, anything else?
Life is brutal, that is all I know, and I got bills up the yin-yang, so I'm going to have to figure out something. I'm going to have to cut my hair if I want a job.
Long hair is better for my art career, but short hair is better for a job.
Hair gives me power, though.
It is past the point of manageability, however.
* * *
One of these days I will figure out how the English language works.
One last thing, you can say 'shit' in cwa by typing in '$hit'. lol.
I don't know what to do with the character.
Not yet, anyhow.
I was thinking of doing a 'Clone Wars News Update' with Darth Maul. Maybe Darth Maul can be a field correspondent, I don't know yet.
I woke up at 7, and I was ready to go...well, kind of. I wasn't feeling up to par, as usual. I haven't had much get up and go in the mornings lately.
I have tried to write and do stuff when I wake up early, but things in my head don't really work too well, and what I produce isn't that great when I am in that state, so why bother?
I ended up going back to bed, and I had a nightmare where the musicians were coming into my studio and stealing my stuff, and none of them would 'fess up'. Then my landlady came into my studio and sat on me and said, "There is no sleeping here, and you are late on your rent."
I usually think it is worth while if I go back to bed and get a dream out of it, because it is like seeing a movie inside my head with free admission.
The dream was a harsh one.
* * *
Just so you know, I am always endeavoring to not use the word 'it' too much, except when it is absolutely necessary. It is a word I try to avoid, but I often can't get around using it.
'sup' is used as a greeting in 'Clone Wars Adventures' a lot, and I can't stand it. It annoys me to no end. I will also endeavor to 'roll with that one' but once used, the dialogue instantly is at the bottom of the barrel.
I have four brothers and none of them use Standard English much when they write to me. It is pretty annoying. They've all got sucked into not using proper capitalization and punctuation. It is 'lazy english'.
I am the first to admit that a lot of the computer English has it's charm from time to time. Unusual spellings and ways of saying things only work to expand the breadth of the English language, which can only be good.
As a reader, I prefer Standard English. It is hard enough to figure out what somebody is saying without all of the slacker words.
* * *
Anyway, I got my coffee, some smooth jazz, and a whole day ahead.
I was watching 'The Simpsons' season 4, and it just figured with an episode I had never seen before, where Homer meets God, that the dvd got stuck. The dvd was collaborated in such a way that I could not access individual episodes, so the only way to get to it is to watch all the previous episodes to get to that point, and hopefully it will not die on me again.
Giving up on that, I started to watch Babylon 5 season 2, so I had a good time watching that, all the while farming on 'Clone Wars Adventures' to get credits so I can build.
* * *
As an English student in high school, I was a Master of Chaos by that time. My folders were unorganized, I couldn't find stuff, I often did not have enough paper...in other words, I was fucked. I couldn't get it together.
I didn't become a better student until later, after I got out of the chaos of the house I was living in.
Anyway, I am an idiot in this universe. I am kind of a fool, and a moron. I work hard, but for what, I don't know.
I haven't been painting lately, because, what is the point? I don't know. I guess one of these days, I'm just going to have to start it up again.
I have lots of projects to work on.
I have to get something going.
If I don't succeed at something, I will surely die, and I don't want to do that.
I am having fun on youtube. What I need to do is to make more original material, and have those videos start generating income for me. That is impossible with the way adsense works, but it is the only thing I've got going.
It is not in my interest to really work the ballpark anymore. The pay is bad and the work is hard. I am a man of many talents, and vending isn't one of them.
I've come to realize that even a lot of published authors don't have the easiest time of it. They have to not only get published, but they have to sell a lot of books.
Who is the audience that reads these books? I don't know. E-books seem to be doing well. Women seem to like their electronic books, where they just download the book and start reading. One advantage to that is I assume you can make the type bigger, which is nice for those with eye problems. Or if the vehicle is moving, like on a train, big type is easier.
It makes me think of all kinds of things, like Braille, the printing press, newspapers, and the history of the printed word.
* * *
So, I have a couple of videos to make. What happens is the seeds of an idea come into my head, and things start churning. Like a magic card on the stack, the next card drawn is the next video. Every video is a risk, and some of them I don't know if they should be up on youtube, because they are so bad. They are all part of the creative process, though. It is worth doing ten bad ones to get the one good one.
With my art, I don't know what I am doing anymore. I am on the outside looking in. I don't know if it is all that great being an artist anyhow. The pay is bad.
It is hard to make a living as an artist. I don't know many artists who make a living doing it, and I don't seem to be too interested in working for a comic book company, or being an illustrator or anything. I seem to be much more interested in being a 'professional amateur', and just doing what I feel like doing, in a very natural way. When art becomes too much about work, well, it is no fun anymore. And if it is no fun, well, what is the point?
These days, I just try and figure out how to use my art in videos from time to time. Some of the stuff I can't even put on tube because a lot of my figures are of naked women. While that is 'mostly fine' there is always going to be someone to complain about it, and even though I often come across some 'soft nudity' on youtube, it is not encouraged.
I see nothing wrong with expressions of the human body. I think the whole world should get naked is my opinion, and then everybody will see how normal it is.
Of course, the problem with a naked world is women end up getting groped when they don't want to, and that is not good. People can't keep their hands to themselves, so that ends up being the end of that party. Then naked cops would have to show up and shut the party down, and that would not be pleasant.
Clothes also act as 'fart absorbers' so that is another good reason for clothes.
Some people don't like their own nudity. It is an encumbrance. I just read the other day how some woman didn't even like being naked in front of her own husband. Well, that seems like a self-esteem problem to me.
I guess there are a lot of heavy people in America. They love to eat.
I didn't feel like gorging myself with food on Thanksgiving. I ate some chicken soup, sipped on a beer, and I was happy.
Nice music here in the cafe today. They played a 'CS&N' song that I hadn't heard in a long time, and it sounded pretty good with the vocal harmonies. I didn't know what the hell they were singing about, though, but the sound was nice.
Then they played 'Eleanor Rigby', though 'Lonely People' is also a common name for the song.
Just nice and mellow now, I like it.
* * *
I never had much interest in being a teacher, as I don't really have anything to teach anybody.
I saw a good lot today on Mustafar that a kid built. It was pretty good. I'm impressed with what some of these kids come up with. Of course, it takes a long time to get the credits to buy the stuff needed, but it is all fun being a part of this building community, and having people being able to wig out with it all.
The characters are like 6' action figures, and it is amazing to have that world come alive.
The kids really like Clone Troopers.
Oh shit, I forgot there should be a new Clone Wars episode that I can watch. I'll have to see later.
Let's see, anything else?
Life is brutal, that is all I know, and I got bills up the yin-yang, so I'm going to have to figure out something. I'm going to have to cut my hair if I want a job.
Long hair is better for my art career, but short hair is better for a job.
Hair gives me power, though.
It is past the point of manageability, however.
* * *
One of these days I will figure out how the English language works.
One last thing, you can say 'shit' in cwa by typing in '$hit'. lol.
Friday, November 25, 2011
Pee Wee's Big Adventure
It was just great.
Well, I think I paid to see it at least twice, taking my young brother the second time.
Anyway, it's a great movie.
I want to see it again.
I wish I had the dvd of it, with all the bonus features.
I'll have to buy that someday when I get rich.
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